captured hack blog jan 19th. Secured and updated now. Hopefully no more attacks.
Pregnancy, to me, equals death. Not just “awww I can’t go drink my ketel and red bull and parrttayy with the grils!” death. I mean real, I bleed to death in labor death. The simply sensual white lavender revitalizing body lotion smell to me reminds me of walking into a spa. There is a strong lavender scent that I love. The smell lasts for quite a while, and leaves my skin feeling soft and refreshed.
Also, he’s said more than once that he’d let me be in charge of initiating new sexual activities, because then I’d obviously want to do them, but he hasn’t kept his word about it. Which is exactly what my ex said and did and that used to upset me quite a bit, and it does again with my current boyfriend. And now that we’ve been dating for a while, it seems like he’s getting more upset by me still being unwilling to do certain things, like I should get over it already, though he’s never saidanything like that..
All week Francie walked home slowly from school with her eyes in the gutter looking for tin foil from cigarette packages or chewing gum wrappers. This was melted in the lid of a jar. The junkie wouldn’t take an unmelted ball of foil because too many kids put iron washers in the middle to make it weigh heavier.
He’s admitted that his choice of the word was extremely poor. Maybe he should have said he was a “second class citizen on the corporate plantation.” Professor Zaruba seems to have repented of his stupid action; the Towson University administration should do likewise. Why is it alright to say it is a terrible word in one instance and in another, it is not?.
Then trichotillomania in 5th grade. Be aware she might develop other behaviors under the BFRB umbrella, a large portion of people who have one also have another. Teen years can be rough with it, especially if she develops acne. We can have it with people we don’t like very much, and not have it with people we do. We can love someone to death, be in love with them, find them attractive, but just not feel fireworks when we get sexual, and that doesn’t tend to be something anyone can make happen. It’s usually either there or it’s not..